a couple of daes din update liao.

let mi update now.

hmm.

04Aug2006, Fri

had my lab test.

its freaking sux to the core lor.

i din complete part 1 and part 3.

almost all blank.

i almost went crazy liao.

feel like crying at tat moment of time liao.

i reallie hold back my freaking tears tightly.

die die din let it roll down.

luckily i completed my part2.

tat is 60% of the paper.

reallie hope can rely on tat part to pass my module.

still tot can get A for tat module.

but i dun think can liao.

reallie hop to get B at least.

but chances are damn slim ba.

but.

i reallie dun like to see any Cs on my results leh.

argh!

den aft lab test.

went to work.

coz promise jun liao.

acutally i 'treaten' her tat if i done well for my paper i will go.

if i think i done badly i dun go work.

but in the end i still went to work although i had done badly.

i told jun tat i had done badly for my test.

told her think i will fail.

den she scolded mi.

in a nice way.

ya.

for my own good.

she's a great work.

a fantastic mgr!

=D

went home wif jun aft work.

her father came to fetch her and oso send mi home lor.

05Aug2006, Sat

went to work at 1400.

did mds and drive thru for the whole dae lor.

no party.

purposely dun take any bookings de.

tot got ndp rehearsal.

but i think dun haf.

ended up got hugh church event at indoor stadium.

den customers like siao.

damn lot.

non stop de lor.

tat was towards the night part.

drive thru 4 ppl was doing.

syafiq.

ben.

robin.

yun rui.

omg.

first time i see 4ppl doing drive thru.

pro.

lucky i was doing mds.

not tat much orders.

den we all chiong until 2300++ den go home.

jun asked the 4 of us.

mi.

yun rui.

ben.

robin.

to take cab home.

but we cant take cab.

so took bus home.

den she sae we din value her words.

hais.

06Aug2006, Sun

went to work at 1000++.

im late awhile.

dun reallie gif a damn to im late or wat liao lah.

reach store.

they all fighting war.

den havi came.

so i help them take havi.

den did all those shitty stuffs lah.

i mean clear this clear tat lor.

we all fight war den will reallie mess up the whole counter front.

see liao oso pek cek.

sweep.

mop.

clear bins.

den did coffee and tea.

den finally breakfast over.

war is over.

went to prepare for my party ard 1100++.

conducted 2 parties.

aisyah conducted 1.

coz under training.

mi was alright ba.

dun yun rui sway lah todae.

was being blamed by a customer for stealing her hp.

yun rui was so damn pissed off.

we all help yun rui to help tat bitch to find her hp.

but cannot.

den too bad lah.

yun rui DIN steal her hp.

fuck off man tat bitch.

blamed yun rui.

den her party oso sux.

poor her.

wat a sway dae for her.

aft all the parties.

the rest went home.

siew wah asked mi to extend.

so i stayed to help her lor.

im stupid?

well.

i admit.

i am.

hais.

did drive thru.

den pc.

jun came.

2200++

she closing.

when she see mi.

she asked mi y am i still in store.

wat time i suppose to punch out.

y am i still working.

tml my sch wat time.

im not tired ah.

no need to rest ar.

den i ans her lor.

siew wah asked mi to extend.

suppose to punch out at 2100.

tml sch 1200.

hais.

her tone talking to mi was not right.

den i asked her.

'now u is talking to mi? saeing mi? or scolding mi?'

ya.

i noe she care for mi.

wan mi to rest more.

i had already worked for so many hrs.

but.

i juz felt tat im hurt by a friend.

im so sad liao.

angry?

i admit im abit angry wif her.

she walked away.

den i keep quiet lor.

wat can i sae.

den she came back to mi.

asked mi.

'u angry wif mi ar?'

i ans.

'huh.. no lah'

den she told mi.

'touch ur heart and sae u did not..'

i was like..

speechless lah.

den she told mi.

'i noe u did'

hais.

sorry jun.

but aft awhile we ok le lah.

she is still my great friend.

my fantastic mgr!

=D

btw.

madianto throw away my chocolate which my customer gave it to mi.

i put in the freezer coz it was melting liao.

so sad.

i onli realise it when i wanted to share wif jun.

i noe is him coz he was arranging freezer.

so sad.

hmm.

nvm lah.

how i wish i can be be more protective and defensive for myself.

im like always the one being bullied.

im always so soft.

like wat yun rui sae.

im kum gong.

hais.

how i wish sometimes my friends wun noe wat am i thinking.

esp they noe im sad when i did not tell them.

like jun noe im angry wif her.

the feeling is not tat great when my friends noe tat im sad.

the feeling is like..

argh!

but..

my thinking are so mao dun.

i oso dunno wat actually i wanted.

hais.

jun and mi are reallie close recently.

our friendship cum colleuge relationship bulit up ever since she transfer from ubkr to kallang.

slowly slowly.

ya.

till now.

she can even read my mind.

sometimes i think i can read hers too ba.

i forgotten when she transfered to kallang.

had it been half a yr liao?

forgot.

we are already tat close liao.

for a damn long period of time.

i dun haf tat kind of close friend in store.

or.

had i had one b4?

once again.

she is a great friend.

and a fantastic mgr!

reallie glad to noe her.

=D

jun was telling tat she was thinking to suggest.

we every star get the chance to take off on one weenends(sat & sun) per mth.

sounds like a good idea.

i told jun is good idea.

but.

if i got off on sat and sun.

where can i go?

everybody seems like having their own activities on weekends liao.

onli once in a blue moon got ppl ask mi out during weekends.

but i always reject them.

mayb everytime i reject going out on weekends.

so they dun bother to ask mi liao ba.

i was always working during weekends mah.

if jun reallie implement tat idea.

i think i will juz rot at home?

dunno lah.

will talk abt tat if it reallie happen.

hey.

im reallie miss all of u ok!

but..

hais..

sad lah..

no time.

busy.

work.

study.

project.

exam.

this lah.

tat lah.

hais!

=(

WHEN?!?!

hope u noe who u are.

no matter wat.

u all are still the best!

i reallie miss u.

but.

sometimes..

i reallie worry.

i reallie hope tat it wun ever happen.

and i noe it wun happen.

all my worries are extras.

hope i can juz stop thinking negatively.

im sure i can top it.

=)